an open l-ve letter to my enemy(s).

dearest enemy,

i understand my existence to you gives you much life and reason to do and make all the ridiculous statements and behaviors that you give..how lonely and without purpose you would be without my breath or without my presence and obvious apathy for your favor.

you are my unofficial long time narrator. continuing to tell my story over and over to whoever will listen to your nonsense..to whoever thinks that your a creditable source of exaggerated and modified bullshit. i understand, i keep your mind motivated to come up with things you think may detour me or, hurt me. i dont blame you for getting your vitality out of my lifestyle, out of my personal decisions, out of the shoes i wore last night.

you are so generous with the energy that you give me, how could i ever be upset with your attention? my self worth triples at the thought of your fixation on my downfall. how miserable it must be to be consumed with negative thoughts of someone who just wont go away? because clearly, i wont just go away. you are always there for me, even if its in the shadiest of intentions, i know you will never go away, your devoted and i see you, i see your efforts. and this is my sincerest l-ve letter to you.

hello again enemy, you are my motivation for me to keep you preoccupied with no one other person than me. lets fight the good fight, because none would be complete without a villain. without someone to come for me, and challenge me, and give me all the free publicity that my face can buy. i know your watching, so i try to put on my very best show. i try to give you all the ammunition you need, yet you still shoot blanks?

the game wouldnt be fair without an opponent. and in my case opponent(s). your hatred for me comes from the heart, its real and genuine, and its origin is l-ve. so get back to your roots, enemy. there are times i might actually see you face to face, but we know this is rare, since you are so obviously, behind me.

sincerely yours forever,

b.